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To Live
To live in a sense is just to be born,
We are reminded of life the days we feel torn.
As life gives us skills through lessons we must hone,
So that we don't live everyday looking to postpone.
We must live today with outcomes in mind,
So we can search for our purpose and somehow find.
The peace inside us that's yearning to be seen,
For only clarity knows where our confusion has been.
As hurdles may come today,
With determination we will find our way.
Life knows how capable we are,
Which allows us to live each day by raising our bar.
Right now is a time we can reflect,
To find that peace and fight to protect.
The things we have and not what we are yet to obtain,
If we focus on what we lack that is the mindset which will remain.
To find the meaning of life to you,
Cling to that message and spread what you feel sits true. ❤️✌️
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Literature
The Faceless Monster
A little girl walks down a dark road.
She's lost and afraid.
She wants someone to cling to.
To help her feel whole.
You somehow find each other.
Knowing she won't have strength without you.
Now that she's found you, she won't willingly let you go.
You are her vessel.
She sinks her claws in deep enough so you don't notice at first.
After some time you become aware of slight changes.
She's not so kind anymore.
Those days of happiness are becoming the myth you were afraid of.
Like holding paper napkins in a hand and walking in the rain.
You begin to feel unstable.
Just as those napkins washed away in the storm.
She no longer allows you to feel in control.
Instead making you fixate on the emptiness even when she's there.
You remember when you met her.
The light in your eyes.
You cling to the idea that she'll come back.
That little girl who made you remember the days of playing hide and seek in the playground.
Although hide and seek has become your life.
You no longer enjoy the things you u
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Literature
Who was She
I gazed desperately at a reflection,
Wondering why I had lacked direction,
Who was the woman looking back at me,
I pondered on what I struggled to see.
Could the problem benefit from choice,
Giving my confusion a clear voice,
Was it something I lacked inside,
Did I focus too much on pride.
I picked apart my soul,
Clinging to one true goal,
To find the strength I had somewhere,
Create a life that was more aware.
Stitch and bind the vulnerabilities,
Focus less on those menial worries,
Finally learn about the woman I could be,
A strong mindset allowing to be free.
Finding something in the reflection I did not know,
Expressing it aloud allowing me to grow,
Finding the strength buried deep in my core,
Being true to myself by opening a new door.
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Literature
Hesitation
All the things I want to hear you say,
Like a record on repeat they play,
Round and round inside my mind,
Clarity in the words I search to find.
Desperately I reach for one,
The action stance has slowly begun,
An attempt at picking somewhere to start,
The flutters and jolts bump in my heart.
The words on paper clutching in my palms,
Overthinking the strategy while crossing my arms,
I read it out behind a shaky voice,
Once from my lips passing on that choice.
It's received willingly with a smile,
The words no longer in their mountainous pile,
Parting lips respond to me,
I love you as well how couldn't you see.
Fictitious thoughts of a possible ending,
Positive reactions of the receipt worth sending,
Hesitation stumbles through my bones,
While the possible willingness sinks like stones.
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Literature
Finding Your Place
He sees the barriers in his path, yet remains hopeful.
He's lived in a cage his whole life, never knowing when he would taste freedom.
He knows there's a better way to live, although is unsure if he possesses the strength.
The thoughts of a better life validate his conviction.
Perhaps the unknown is better than living like this.
An opportunity presents itself with a forgotten open door, he makes his move, success!
Free at last, his legs move swiftly, escaping from the existence he once knew.
Only turning once to stare at the fortress that kept him captive.
He dreamt of how it would be,
to feel the sunlight on his face,
be drenched in the light entirely,
in all it's beauty and warmth.
His dream stays immersed in his thoughts, motivating him to keep moving.
Finally he sees it, the green leaves are so alluring, it's the first time he's set eyes on it.
He finds a tree and climbs it swiftly, resting his tired body on a sturdy branch.
The morning dew settles on his skin.
He awakens, eyes adj
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Literature
To Die While Alive
The tips of the ever prospering cascades,
Disappearing from my sight,
No longer able to see from this coffin,
The instrument that helped me crawl and wither,
Down to where the worms and maggots live,
Every breathe gets heavier,
My will slowly decaying,
Just like my consciousness,
Regret encompassing once a beating heart,
Lunges cry to be free of this emphysema,
Willingly poisoning myself with doubt,
The toxins flowing through my blood stream,
Insecurity swimming in my veins,
Like a cancer it feeds to grow,
Fidgeting in this hell of desperation,
Every thought encased in death,
Swimming in misery that calls my name,
Tears slither and trickle like a serpent,
Yesterday's past haunts me,
Shadows scoff at my tarnished soul,
Reality is no longer present,
The demon calls me to join him,
Negativity has a face,
Decaying while my life fades away,
Going back to the earth,
Where the choice is mine,
My soul hopes to gain some peace.
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Literature
Society and Alienation
So what makes it okay for you to judge,
Did you buy into society's insecurities to hold that grudge,
Why won't you stop and try to understand,
People's lives didn't always go the way they'd planned,
Have you ever messed up or let yourself get down,
So where's the sense in your superiority please remove that crown,
We are all equal you and I,
Don't be the reason to make another person cry,
They deserve love just the way you do,
So stick to your morals and act the way you believe is true,
Don't buy into fear and temptation,
To pull another's world apart with hatred and segregation,
So stop before you judge and ask yourself why,
Don't tell yourself you're a good person but then continue living the lie,
Plant that seed of positivity in a loved one or stranger,
Instead of coming at a situation with judgement and anger,
It's not helpful and beneficial to society,
Let's remove the chains of degradation and finally be free!
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Literature
Growth The Purest Air
Have you ever met someone who changed your world,
Although when you first locked eyes you were unaware of their impact,
You took the time and jumped the hurdles to find out who they were inside,
While jumping their hurdles slowly lowering yours aswell.
Have you ever met someone who made you appreciate life,
Who was just as broken as you and allowed you to feel accepted,
Who you knew saw you for all your mistakes but acknowledged pieces of you that were beautiful,
Who saw your flaws and your successes but inspired you to focus on what was important.
Have you ever met someone who you felt knew your soul,
Like you were meant to meet this person so they could open you up to life itself,
The person who promoted fire and passion in you,
Someone who just by being themselves allowed you to be honest with yourself.
Have you ever met someone who you felt drawn to,
Just by knowing them you wanted to be a better person,
Who allowed you to grow without judging or asking for anything,
Who watched an
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Literature
The Isolation Bubble
Every day I put my earphones in,
I walk along the path and have a little sing,
It's therapeutic and makes me feel warm inside,
Although I forget to say hello to those who pass my side,
I ignore those moments I used to appreciate,
The social Interactions I used to instigate,
Before the phone I carry everywhere in my hand,
I now stay in my bubble with my head in the sand,
But what am I really missing is there a point to it all,
Have we become a society that's gotten so tall,
Where we can't stop and look a stranger in the eye,
Smile and wish them a friendly good bye,
I took my ear phones out today,
I stopped and heard what people had to say,
I watched an old lady's shoulders rise,
When I left her she had a glint in her eyes,
I could see the beauty I was missing out on,
I took the opportunities before they were gone,
After awhile you get used to not saying hello,
It felt unusual to greet someone I don't know,
I don't want to get transparent and no longer be seen,
For then how would we lear
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Literature
What Offence Looks Like To A Third Person
Someone comments on a post you are reading on the internet. They have shared an opinion they appear to be passionate about.
The offended person responds in this manner - "You are an uneducated insult, inclusive of multiple curse words. I am so angry that I cannot use correct punctuation or spelling. I would like to alienate you with this next sentence. My beliefs are alternate to yours, which now makes me act in this aggressive manner. You seem to not relate to me and this makes me feel emotional, which is affecting my behaviour. My life experience is different to yours which affects my opinions. I refuse to take this on board however and instead feel you do not accept me. I have chosen to be vulnerable on a public thread, at which every one can now view and place judgement on me. I have now aired my insecurities to the world. Yet, I feel I am making a difference by expressing my opinion in this manner. I have chosen to ignore your right to an opinion because I refuse to see things fro
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To live in a sense is just to be born,
We are reminded of life the days we feel torn.

As life gives us skills through lessons we must hone,
So that we don't live everyday looking to postpone.

We must live today with outcomes in mind,
So we can search for our purpose and somehow find.

The peace inside us that's yearning to be seen,
For only clarity knows where our confusion has been.

As hurdles may come today,
With determination we will find our way.

Life knows how capable we are,
Which allows us to live each day by raising our bar.

Right now is a time we can reflect,
To find that peace and fight to protect.

The things we have and not what we are yet to obtain,
If we focus on what we lack that is the mindset which will remain.

To find the meaning of life to you,
Cling to that message and spread what you feel sits true. ❤️✌️
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Just me was doing a self care exercise for a group. Showing people the before and after with make up and grooming practices.
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A little girl walks down a dark road.
She's lost and afraid.
She wants someone to cling to.
To help her feel whole.

You somehow find each other.
Knowing she won't have strength without you.
Now that she's found you, she won't willingly let you go.
You are her vessel.
She sinks her claws in deep enough so you don't notice at first.
After some time you become aware of slight changes.
She's not so kind anymore.
Those days of happiness are becoming the myth you were afraid of.
Like holding paper napkins in a hand and walking in the rain.

You begin to feel unstable.
Just as those napkins washed away in the storm.
She no longer allows you to feel in control.
Instead making you fixate on the emptiness even when she's there.
You remember when you met her.
The light in your eyes.
You cling to the idea that she'll come back.
That little girl who made you remember the days of playing hide and seek in the playground.

Although hide and seek has become your life.
You no longer enjoy the things you used to.
You hide her from your friends and family.
How would they feel if they knew about her.
She used to bring you hope and joy.
But now you sit in the darkness with her in your hand, hoping for that peace you once received when you sat with her on that first day.

In the end it has taken time to see.
You had to learn her tricks.
She's well practiced at drawing you back in.
It's her way of keeping you hidden from the world.
Never moving forward into the land of choice.
She doesn't want others to know.
As it doesn't suite her plan to stay with you for all eternity.
Trapped in her web of deceit and desperation.
Where the sun never shines and hope no longer lives.

It's engulfed your life entirely.
You no longer know your reflection.
You only see her fangs biting into your life,
taking your legs out from under you,
every time you try to stand up to her.
She laughs as you fall.
Wanting to keep you helpless.

The little girl has gone.
The monster only remains.
Your life crumbles around you.

She becomes the reason for your sadness.
The despair in your tears.
The heartache in your love,
and the barriers in your motivation.
She is destructive, but yet so weak and helpless.

She is addiction and you are her passenger.
The Faceless Monster
This is an awareness piece about addiction and mental Health. Before you know it. Your life can change. It's certainly hard to find stable ground. There is support. Reach out and find a recovery or stability method that works for you. You are worth it! Chase happiness! Step out of that darkness and find your smile!
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I gazed desperately at a reflection,
Wondering why I had lacked direction,
Who was the woman looking back at me,
I pondered on what I struggled to see.

Could the problem benefit from choice,
Giving my confusion a clear voice,
Was it something I lacked inside,
Did I focus too much on pride.

I picked apart my soul,
Clinging to one true goal,
To find the strength I had somewhere,
Create a life that was more aware.

Stitch and bind the vulnerabilities,
Focus less on those menial worries,
Finally learn about the woman I could be,
A strong mindset allowing to be free.

Finding something in the reflection I did not know,
Expressing it aloud allowing me to grow,
Finding the strength buried deep in my core,
Being true to myself by opening a new door.
Who was She
Reflection, growth and finding ones self.
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All the things I want to hear you say,
Like a record on repeat they play,
Round and round inside my mind,
Clarity in the words I search to find.

Desperately I reach for one,
The action stance has slowly begun,
An attempt at picking somewhere to start,
The flutters and jolts bump in my heart.

The words on paper clutching in my palms,
Overthinking the strategy while crossing my arms,
I read it out behind a shaky voice,
Once from my lips passing on that choice.

It's received willingly with a smile,
The words no longer in their mountainous pile,
Parting lips respond to me,
I love you as well how couldn't you see.

Fictitious thoughts of a possible ending,
Positive reactions of the receipt worth sending,
Hesitation stumbles through my bones,
While the possible willingness sinks like stones.
Hesitation
It's about those things you want to say. All the while you hesitate to be vulnerable. Even though you may live with regret if you don't voice your thoughts.
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wb-skinner Featured By Owner 4 days ago   Photographer
thanks for adding my photo to your collection Kathryn! :wave: It's very appreciated
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AKoukis Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2017  Professional Writer
Thank you so much for the watch! ^^ I really appreciate the support!

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Jade-Pandora Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2017
Thank you so much, dear Kathryn!:hug:
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Kitty-On-Fire-85 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you my love ❤️🌸
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pearwood Featured By Owner May 22, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
A blessed birthday, Kat!
Steve
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Kitty-On-Fire-85 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks heaps Steve! I'm sorry I didn't see this. You should add me on fb. I'm not on here much!
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RawPoetry Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2017   Photographer
Thank you so, so much for the favorite! :) 
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Kitty-On-Fire-85 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
You are most certainly welcome my talentful lovely!
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for your Added to my devWatch! and recent +favs dearheart, I always appreciate all of the love and support.

Have a blessed holiday,
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Kitty-On-Fire-85 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks Hun. That's lovely. I hope you had a really great Xmas aswell. Mine was very busy, you know how it is. Just started writing again in the new year lol.
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